i know i made you feel like shit almost 100% of the timem i realize what ive done to you , i just wish i could make a change, i raged when i heard what i heard, and i really wish i didnt, there isnt a thing in this whole damn world i wouldnt do for you, and i wish i could show that but ill never get the chance. theres so many things i would love to say to you but i may not ever get that chance, just know, i’ll always love you, no matter what you do ill be there to support it, because i just want you to be happy. one week till home sweet home, i cannot wait, i wish you would be there to spend that with me, but i guess things change, people do change, but sadly not the way we always want. have a fantastic life, just know ill always be there watching and supporting even though i dont have much of a way to do that. i love you.
I’m completely broken after that. I can’t sleep, I don’t wanna hoot, I don’t want shit. I don’t know what to do with myself
